entrant
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Joined: Mon Mar 02, 2026 04:09 UTC
Posted: Mon Mar 02, 2026 04:50 UTC
for me, i always feel this guilt & suffering when I finish something. carrying forward whatever hopes and dreams were within it and now within my explodent desires. this dread of never being able to carry these feelings forward.
all these dreams biting, scratching to get out of me*. i see creation everywhere. whenever i'm in busy cities, i feel it on the street overflowing with blood.
whenever i think of texhnolyze i feel this. a reminder that alienation is the human experience, endlessly trying to remedy it without ever getting anywhere.
*have you ever taken beta-alanine, very weird feeling of your blood crawling under your face
sorry for being off-topic, i got lost within myself whilst thinking